His Size (Book 1) is a provocative work of trans & sissy desires fiction centered around sph. Written by Vera Ashvale, this title immerses readers in taboo desires through vivid detail, emotional dominance, and deep psychological exploration.

His Size: Book 1

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Synopsis
His Size: Book 1

By Vera Ashvale

Adrian has mastered the illusion—until she sees through it.

With a carefully packed bulge and a perfectly disciplined body, Adrian has spent years hiding his deepest shame: a small cock and the fear of being seen. But when Nia enters his life—dominant, observant, and devastatingly patient—his walls begin to crumble.

She doesn’t just accept his truth.
She uses it.

Nia trains him to serve, obey, and ache for denial. As her power grows, Adrian finds himself worshipping her after she’s been used by another man—licking her clean, begging for scraps of attention, and learning to love the humiliation he once feared.

In His Size, Vera Ashvale delivers an emotionally raw, erotically precise story of exposure, degradation, and erotic rebirth. For readers drawn to domination, cuckold service, chastity, and small penis worship, this book will leave you trembling and seen.
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The Chamber's Veil

You shouldn’t be here.
Not yet. Not before it’s ready.
But that’s what makes you want it more, isn’t it?
The way the cover didn’t tell you everything. The way the last sentence paused before it pushed deeper. The way your own body tensed — not because you finished, but because you didn’t.

This isn’t where the stories are.
This is where they’re still forming. Wet. Private. Not spoken aloud.

Some of them are still being written.
Some of them were never supposed to be read.

But she’s opening.
Slowly. Unwillingly.
And if you want to feel it when it happens — if you want to be the first to know what slips out before the final edit — then you’ll have to give something.

Not everything.
Just your email.
That’s enough to say yes.

She’ll do the rest.

Lift The Veil

Whispers You Missed

The stories aren't over.

They're just waiting for you to look down.

If you've scrolled this far, maybe it's because your fingers are searching for something your mind won't admit. Below are the entries they don't want you to read - the ones that know what you've done, what you've craved, and what your body has already confessed without permission.

these aren't just blog posts. They're confessions in disguise. And one of them is yours.

Go ahead. Click the one that watches you back.

Two androgynous figures of the same form stand face to face in a dim, golden temple light, a small flame glowing between their hearts — a symbolic mirror of shared desire and recognition, illustrating the mythic meaning of the homoerotic.

The Same Flame: The Mythic Meaning of the Homoerotic

The word homoerotic enters most rooms like a spark with nowhere safe to land.It startles, because the syllables sound like a confession: homo + erotic — as if to name it is already to declare allegiance. But before it was fenced inside categories and politics, it belonged to something far older than identity. The ancients used it to describe a current, not a community — the moment when likeness becomes luminous, when the self recognises itself in another body and the air grow

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12 min read

A woman in lace lingerie stands before a tall antique mirror, her back to the camera, gazing at her blurred reflection. The dim chamber is lit by soft amber light, casting ritualistic shadows. A red velvet cloth and closed book lie on the stone floor, evoking sacred preparation and erotic introspection.

The Mirror Ritual: Using Reflection in BDSM to Awaken the Erotic Self

You glance toward it at first only to check the angle. A flicker of practicality. But then you linger. The light has pooled across your hipbones and collar. Your mouth is slightly parted. The mirror does not flinch. It does not look away. And it does not lie. The mirror has always been more honest than your lovers. More silent than your family. More present than your God.

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12 min read

A ceremonial object display of a polished BDSM cane resting on dark velvet cloth, beside a scroll and hourglass on a stone altar—mythic, cinematic, and reverent.

Tools Of The Trade: The BDSM Cane - Judgement, Ceremony & Control

There are tools, and then there are instruments. The former populate drawers and dungeon walls, passive until called. But the cane is something older, something ceremonial—something summoned. It does not wait. It knows. And when it arrives, it brings not just the promise of pain, but the confirmation of law. There is no velvet softness to the cane. It is linear, unyielding, and deliberate.

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13 min read

A veiled woman kneels in candlelight before a wooden cross in a stone chamber, wrists bound with a dark ribbon. The scene glows with ritual intimacy, merging Christianity and BDSM symbolism.

Christianity and BDSM: The Scourge and the Cross

In the beginning, the story is not gentle. It is already charged with the language of command, resistance, and consequence. The Garden of Eden, described to children as paradise, reads to the adult eye as something far darker: the first dungeon, where obedience was tested and the rituals of submission and transgression were written into flesh. The Creator sets the scene with clear rules. The garden is lush, the fruits abundant, the air thick with promise. But one tree is mark

Nocturn Librarian

11 min read

A high-resolution chiaroscuro painting of a veiled woman kneeling beside a single candle. Her body is softly illuminated, drapery clinging to her form, head tilted back in tension as if caught between restraint and release. The scene is ceremonial, evoking ache, obedience, and anticipation.

Edging: The Erotic Art of Holding Back, Ritual Delay, and Sacred Release

Edging is not a technique one stumbles upon by accident. It is a discipline, an art, and a form of erotic devotion that transforms the simplest act of arousal into a ceremony. At its core, edging is the practice of drawing a body toward orgasm and then deliberately withholding release. The pulse quickens, the breath stutters, the muscles tense, and just when surrender seems inevitable—the hand withdraws, the command halts, or the pace shifts. Release is postponed, for minutes

Nocturn Librarian

11 min read

A veiled woman bowing forward in a ritual chamber, wearing the shortest skirt and showing long slender legs in a wide-leg posture, her back arched toward an unseen altar, rendered in mythic chiaroscuro lighting.

Anal Empowerment: Why Men Idolise the Second Gate

Anal has never been merely another act. It is the altar men cannot help but imagine, the chalice they are told not to touch. From the earliest pornographies to whispered jokes at the bar, anal sits as the crowned jewel of fantasy because it is forbidden. It is imagined as conquest, as privilege, as proof that a woman has gone beyond the ordinary gift of her body and allowed entry into the most guarded threshold. To men, it becomes the ultimate sign: she gave me what the world

Nocturn Librarian

13 min read

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His Size: Book 1

Synopsis

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The Chamber's Veil

Whispers You Missed

The Same Flame: The Mythic Meaning of the Homoerotic

The Mirror Ritual: Using Reflection in BDSM to Awaken the Erotic Self

Tools Of The Trade: The BDSM Cane - Judgement, Ceremony & Control

Christianity and BDSM: The Scourge and the Cross

Edging: The Erotic Art of Holding Back, Ritual Delay, and Sacred Release

Anal Empowerment: Why Men Idolise the Second Gate